another new chapter

well, tomorrow at this time, we will have baby #3 with us. we are scheduled to arrive at the hospital at 5:30AM and are first on the surgery line up. we have been waiting for this day for awhile...i wouldn't have minded if it had even come sooner. there is just so much to do! at the same time that i want to get every little detail ready, i also want to spend endless time with adin and toby because i know what a change it will be for them. they are so excited and have big plans on what all they are going to do to help...and i really believe they will. along with the excitement of finally having this baby here with us, also comes the anxiety about the process of getting the baby here. i am not a fan of the hospital, not a fan of anything having to do with the c-section or recovery, and not a fan of spending 2 nights away from home and the boys...but i know that is what we have to do. so, i am asking for the prayers of everyone as we go through today and tomorrow...i will really need them. i worry about everything that could go wrong...but i know that i need to rely on my doctor (who cares greatly for us and is one of the best around) and on my God (who already has this all under control and will be there in great power tomorrow and beyond). it is just really hard to not be in control! so, here we are...1 day away. my whole family is sick with colds...including me. i SO do not want to get pushed back on having the baby...so, please pray that our colds will all be gone today. we are missing church, but i am glad to just have a quiet day alone too. my mom is staying over night tonight so that the boys can sleep right through us leaving and having a baby...and wake up to a new day with a little brother OR sister! i cannot wait to see them come in with their "big brother" shirts...i will be the happiest when they are there and i have my first minutes with aaron and our 3 kids all together. please be praying...i just can't ask enough. we will post pictures and baby info tomorrow afternoon.